God's Pursuit of the Lost ONE: I have given Jesus Christ a million reasons not to love me, and not one of them changed His mind. Paperback – April 5, 2025

For nearly three decades, methamphetamine ruled my life—a relentless master that promised escape but delivered only devastation. I lost everything: my family, my home, my career, and nearly my soul. Addiction held me captive, dragging me through jail cells, treatment centers, and the crushing weight of shame. I was trapped in an endless cycle of destruction, unable to break free.Yet even in the darkest moments, a spark of faith remained—a whisper that God's love could reach even me.This is not just a story of addiction. It’s a raw, unfiltered account of my descent into the abyss and the miraculous journey back to the light. I do not sugarcoat the pain, the psychosis, or the battles I fought within myself. But through surrender—first to addiction, and then to grace—I discovered something greater: purpose, healing, and the unwavering love of a God who never gave up on me.If you’ve ever struggled, if you’ve ever felt lost, if you’ve ever wondered if redemption is possible—this book is for you. It is my story, and it might just change yours. Read more